Saturday, January 30, 2010

Less than 12

days until we have our telephone consult! Yay!

Ok, the BF has to grow, grow!

We are still looking for donations and man, it is hard asking people for money when you are struggling...Oh well. I sure hope we will be in a position to pay it forward in the future for another infertile couple.

Blessings.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Vacation time!

We have 10 nights and 11 days OFF work! Yay!!!!!

We are happy and so looking forward to relaxing, sleeping and enjoying one another.

At last!

Blessings.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

The latest

is that now work has decided to cut our hours from 38 to 30 so the difference is such that it will effect the BF :( I am sad in a way but then again know this means that perhaps there is another way for us to fund our BF.

I am thankful to so many who have kindly given from their hearts towards the cost of our cycle and at the same time I am afraid that we will not be doing this in the summer as planned. It will happen when it does.

Funnily enough, just the other day I told hubbyman how I have been leaning more into wanting this to be a one-shot deal and he is the one that is now stating that no, should it fail the first time, somehow, he would love for us to try again.

I do not want to get caught up in first time IVF success and I know it can and does happen but I would hate for me to assume that this could be the one for us. We do not have tons of money and we are blessed with a job in these tough economic times and to me I am so thankful that should the IVF not bless us with a BFP, I would be happy to walk away and know that we tried with the "big guns" of ART as to speak :)

Anyway my first post of 2010 and it was a long one considering I haven't had much to state of late. Hopefully this blog will have more action in it as the consult comes closer and the BF gets bigger and fatter with more funds!

Blessings.